i don't always believe that i'll feel okay one day
i'm often tricked into thinking that i feel okay
but then it wears off and i'm down low again
i don't always believe that i'll feel real motivation again -- honestly
sometimes i get swept up and caffeinated
but then i crash and am turned back into ashes
to be truthful -- it scares me
it f-u-c-k-s me up
i spend a lot of time in bed (still)
on the couch (curled up)
staring at walls
i don't sleep well
i haven't been sleeping well
i keep thinking
"i need to be listening to french radio"
i hear that works
i keep thinking
"well, i can't wait to see what good comes of this"
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